damn feeling lonely. damn feeling sad. damn feeling made fun of. damn feeling pain. damn feeling left out.

i feel like running. from what, i dont know everything? grrr i hate feeling sad. i always wanna tell somebody but i dont wanna drag anybody into my sadness. its like contageous.why does this always happen? why won't depression just leave my brain alone? i've seen what its done to my mom and i've seen what it's done to my brother. i dont want it to happen to me but it keeps coming back. grrr. damn the sadness. damn it to hell.

Song Time

Here. A little sympathy for you to waste on me
I know you're faking it but that's okay
And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

Here. A little jealousy
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend

The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of use take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us

I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend

yay for yellowcard and their words.

i love ya kelsey! im sorry you feel sad! i'm here for you and i love you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever.
» itangowithtoasters on 2004-05-22 11:59:12

and yes, damn sadness... DAMN SADNESS TO HELL!
» itangowithtoasters on 2004-05-22 11:59:25

lol megan your my lovable friend forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever.
» 2%milk on 2004-05-23 12:09:24

lol i cheated i just copied and pasted your ever and evers so i wouldnt have to type it. i still love you though. lol
» 2%milk on 2004-05-23 12:10:13

Hmm... well...
Someone will show through who can help you through your sadness, just make sure you accept their aid. And, as for the background put [background="http://www.blahblah.com/imagename.jpg"] in the body tag in your customizations page.(Without the brackets and the actual image URL, of course.)
» desertsnowstorm on 2004-05-23 05:38:28

thank you does it have to be .jpg?
» 2%milk on 2004-05-23 07:24:55

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