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Age. 33
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Everything that ends in ish, Native American
Location , WA
School. Western Washington Univ
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whateva.
i write these words on notecards
cause i have nothing better
but it's all the same feeling
as i read through your letters
"you're my rushmore"
well you're my waste of time
and you think you're such a nice boy
well boy you think too much
breaking hearts is out of style
but your comprehension lacks in grace
and he's got those tired eyes
"only a mother could love"
well i'm not your mother
but i loved them none the less

so where do i go from here?
i only ever wanted to be the lightning in your veins
so i could brighten your day
but things got cloudy and you ran away
the best part of believe is the lie
Wednesday, April 16, 2008


So, I finally got my tattoo. I'm not sure if you can tell in the picture or not but it says "believe" and "lie" is in purple. A lot of people have asked me why I got my tattoo the way I did and I'm never really sure how to explain it to them..but I guess I'll try to do that here. Not many people know, but I battled severe depression for years. It never got to the point where I was suicidal..but it did get pretty bad at times..and when I was at my lowest point and felt like nobody understood and that I couldn't talk to my friends I turned to music. I've been listening to Fall Out Boy since Take This To Your Grave but it wasn't until I was at my lowest of lows that something just clicked. When I was down, their music was there. I know people are probably like, "What the hell, Fall Out Boy sucks blah blah blah" but I just couldn't care less. Because they are who I turned to. Their music made me realize I needed help and I asked for it. I took prozac for a couple of years and it really helped me overcome my depression to the point where I don't take medication today. So I guess back to my point, I got "believe" so as to continue believing in myself, believe that I can get through the toughest of times, and keep believing life is worth living. "The best part of believe is the lie.." -Fall Out Boy. The "lie" is outlined for my dedication. I will keep backing Fall Out Boy because in a sense, they kept backing me. I don't want to think what might have happened if I had not had their music and I'm just so thankful that it and they as people exist.

I'm happy.
3 Comments.


Purple! Yay!

As long as your tattoo means something to you, and you are certain you will believe in it for almost ever, that's all that matters.

In other words, that hot guy in class? His name isn't a good idea, especially on your clavicle. :P
» ikimashokie on 2008-04-16 12:56:34

Looks like you did sing along and steal a line after all, just as they hoped! :)
» ranor on 2008-04-16 01:09:04

You know...
I have always wondered what you meant by that. Back when I was an AIM user you used to always have that written at the bottom of you profile and it left me stumped for a few years (was it years? I can't remember time anymore, everything's all jumbled together these days).

And I never thought it got that bad...I knew you were having issues with depression and it probably wasn't so great of me to be an asshole in 8th-9th grade...but I never thought it got as bad as it did. Way to hide from everyone :( But the important thing is that you made it through and you're ready to kick ass in college, because you're going to...where? Yeah thats right I don't even know where you're going to college and this is a problem.
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-04-17 03:11:21

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